[ What a weird feeling. It's one that Endo wouldn't be able to label if he tried. He knows for a fact almost no one would peg him for a submissive. But Takiishi's the only one who got to see that side of him, before Umemiya. Endo threw himself into serving him. He would've done anything he asked.
Coming from anyone else, that oh would be a triumph. Spoken by Takiishi, it wedges into his heart. ]
You don't want me to?
[ There's no surprise in the question. There's barely any curiosity. Endo asks it to confirm what he already believes to be the case.
It's the ideal situation. Takiishi unaffected, Endo getting what he needs elsewhere so he can take care of him with a clear head. No one hurt.
( Except Endo himself, because even as he believes that this is the best possible outcome, he still wants to hear him say yes, he does. That he wants Endo to look only at him. ) ]
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Coming from anyone else, that oh would be a triumph. Spoken by Takiishi, it wedges into his heart. ]
You don't want me to?
[ There's no surprise in the question. There's barely any curiosity. Endo asks it to confirm what he already believes to be the case.
It's the ideal situation. Takiishi unaffected, Endo getting what he needs elsewhere so he can take care of him with a clear head. No one hurt.
( Except Endo himself, because even as he believes that this is the best possible outcome, he still wants to hear him say yes, he does. That he wants Endo to look only at him. ) ]
I would.